Monday, July 4, 2016


Brad Mehldau: Three Pieces After Bach at Koerner Hall

On a beautiful spring Thursday night, I caught a brilliant solo piano concert by one of the premier pianists of our time, Brad Mehldau.    

This particular solo piano concert is a special one since it involves three commissioned works by Brad Mehldau that are being premiered for the first time in Canada.    The work, called “Three Pieces After Bach”, involves Brad playing a piece by Bach from the “Well Tempered Clavier” and then creating an original piece based on that selection, blurring the lines between composition and improvisation.

Hearing these commissioned works of art I detected a sense of searching new ways to tackle the timeless works of Bach through its lyricism, advanced harmonies, and intricate rhythms supplied by the sole pianist.    It also showed through the presentation that despite being a classically influenced work, it was a great exercise on showing how jazz improvisation and classical technique can be wonderfully married together into a cohesive performance.     This presentation also envisioned what Bach would sound like in the 21st century, in which he would be a forward thinking jazz pianist and composer looking for new ways of expression and melody that could be harvested into new forms of expression.

At the end of a towering display of classical/jazz fusion, Brad returned to the stage for three encores, playing jazz versions of tunes written by McCartney and Lennon, Paul Simon, and Nick Drake.    The reading of “And I Love Her” was a very pensive, sensitive and mellow reading of a classic Beatles tune, transforming it into a performance that is lush, romantic, and full of soul.   The Paul Simon number, “50 Ways to Leave Your Lover”, is a rocking, finger snapping take on a classic 70’s hit, even hinting at gospel influences with the music.   The closing encore, Nick Drake’s “River Man”, is a towering concerto that brought soul-searching introspection into the performance, transforming it as a seminal work of art in Mehldau’s repertoire.

Overall, Brad Mehldau displayed brilliant piano mastery and composition with his performance that night, showing that he is one of the most important pianists to emerge in our time.    He has the ability to transform creative jazz from the most unlikely of sources and makes it his own through his romantic and sensitive performances.     A great showcase and kudos to Koerner Hall for allowing this commission to have its Canadian premier in their world-class facility.  

Conrad Gayle



My 35th year has got to be one of the most interesting years that I have ever faced.    The year started as business as usual serving at my local church, a visit from a missionary, and a Bible study.   Then I had a few jazz gigs here and there, and so forth.

But after my second gig up until now, was where the dark valley of the soul occurred.     This is talking about my fifth experience with bipolar depression.   I was so depressed I didn’t want to get out of bed or do anything.     The evils and the troubles of the world weighed me in.   In 2016 alone, icons such as David Bowie, Prince, and the great Muhammad Ali have passed on.   Out of the many attacks that have happened, the Orlando shootings have grabbed my attention.   First out of numbness, and then into bipolar meltdown.

The Bipolar meltdown came to the terms that I had to finally admit and say the dreaded three words that I would never see myself admitting: I’m gay.   This did not come as a party.   It did not come with a rainbow flag.   It came with weeping, mourning, and sadness knowing the pain and the journey that I have to accept.  Admitting these words show that my life as an evangelical Christian is going to change. 

This does NOT mean that I will find the next cute looking guy on the street and getting it on with him, because that is not what I’m about.    This does not mean that I will wear drag because the Bible forbids men to dress or act in feminine matters.   I will still live the same standards and Christian values that I was taught by my beloved parents and church, while facing this new reality.

My name is Conrad Gayle, and I came out of the closet stronger than ever.